I hate myself. When am I going to really get it together? I just turned 28. I don't want to be dead before I'm 30. I love my kids and I want to be around to raise them. I remember Mama making that statement many times and she died at the young age of 61. I am disgusted with myself. The batteries died in my scale so I don't even know what I weigh. I find myself eating even if I'm not hungry and I eat way too much when I do eat. I need a good diet make over. I need changes that I can live with forever. I am so out of shape that I don't even have a "shape." I am thinking about joining a gym again so I can exercise, but that didn't work out last time, either. I'm not sure where I'm going with with this. I am at a low point and I need something/someone to bring me out of it!
Feeling Hopeless...
